#i'm dead with these two
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you guys are like a dead married couple on acid
#dead boy detectives#dbdedit#chewieblog#cinemapix#dailyflicks#dailynetflix#dixonscarol#flimtvcentral#televisiongifs#tuserlyn#tvedit#useraimz#userbarrow#userbbelcher#userdiana#userelio#usermaguire#userstream#usersugar#*edits#edwin payne#charles rowland#payneland#long post#these two boys have me by the throat#i'm obsessed
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Look what we've become.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang cheng#Initially I wanted to do a 'Mutiny' quote to follow the 'Luck runs out' quote.#But the musical earworms demanded a different blood to be drawn. And I think it works just as well.#Alright. It's time to confess something. I really struggled with this comic. I didn't want to draw it. Then I didn't want to upload it.#Because I knew I would be here in the tags writing and backspacing for hours trying to articulate my thoughts.#I'm going to talk about death and grief in the tags today so this is your WARNING to look away if you aren't in a headspace for it.#Sometimes in media there are scenes and characters which land on topics so specific to your wounds that it reopens them all over again.#Because here's the truth. When you've known someone like this for nearly your whole life...it doesn't matter how bad the fight is.#You always think 'We'll always have time. One day this dust will settle and we'll rebuild the bridge.'#And then the fucker dies!!! He dies and suddenly there will never ever be time to repair the rift.#Someone you loved died thinking you hated them. And part of you did just a bit. But love and hate aren't mutually exclusive.#He's fucking dead and you are left with so many broken and unfinished pieces between the two of you.#Jiang Cheng loses Wei Wuxian thinking that WWX thought they hated each other.#He's a younger brother who will one day be older than the person he lost.#Who has no one else in the world who understands those feelings of love and hate and grief.#I can't be normal about this character. I don't think he even heals me. Zero catharsis to be gained here.#I just look at his sour grape ass and think 'shit that's a little too close to home.' JC is my discomfort character.#I'm probably going to regret being this vulnerable in the tags in like. An hour. So. sorry if you see this once and never again.#EDIT: Yeah sorry this took 4 hours to muster the courage to post. Surprise update!#EDIT 2: You guys were being too nice to me on my sad comic to point out the spelling error. I have fixed it now B'*)
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OK correct me if I'm wrong, but I feel like the main 'yin/yang' parallel with Atsushi and Akutagawa is not something like 'this one is bad but secretly has a good side and this one is good but secretly has a bad side'.
I feel like it's more about 'who they are at their core vs who they choose to be'.
At his core Akutagawa is kind and at his core Atsushi is not. But despite this Atsushi tries every day to make the kinder choices and I love him so much for it. He has to work so hard to be good.
He wants to be a bitch SO bad I know he does but he tries his best to help people and be nice (sometimes he fails but that's OK <3)
Atsushi doesn't always WANT to help people, a lot of the time he's selfish and scared, but he does help people anyway. He keeps helping people over and over again. There's still some selfish motivation to it, and his initial motivation for helping people was because the headmaster told him that's all he was worth, but overall he does care about the people he helps and it weighs on him if he fails to save them. And of course, as the series goes on he starts helping people more because he can rather than because he feels like he needs to.
In Akutagawa's case, he's still capable of being kind but his environment led him into being someone who chooses to hurt people. But he's always been a protector at heart. In the start he was bad compared to Atsushi because he was choosing to hurt people and keep the cycle of abuse going. Just like how Atsushi developed in why he saved people, Akutagawa starts to get redeemed when he chooses to not just act on his rage. Not only does he start to spare people, but he speaks more kindly to them (apologising to Higuchi and telling Kyouka he's proud of her). It all culminates into the moment he chooses to help Atsushi and sacrifice himself for him, going back to his core value of being a protector. Even when he's finally revived, he keeps this role in his new position as Aya's Knight.
I kind of see the streaks of white in Akutagawa and the streaks of black in Atsushi not as their 'hidden sides' but as their fundamental selfs. That's who they are at their core, and their main colours (black for Akutagawa and white for Atsushi) are how they're presented to everyone else and how they try to have people see them as.
#I'm just spitballing half of this but these are also my genuine thoughts on these two and their yin/yang parallels#I'll never get over Akutagawa being a protector at heart and getting that side of him buried with rage from growing up in the PM and-#-Dazai's old teachings#also Atsushi being selfish at his core is very important to me. He's not a typical 'kind hearted' shonen protagonist. He's kind not because#-that's how he’s always been but because that's how he chooses to be#I think that kind of character is even more admirable to me#it also fits well with Dazai being his mentor. Since Dazai also doesn't have that initial desire to save people just out of kindness.#He saves people as a promise to his dead friend that wanted him to live a good life#in fact that actually fits with Jouno too#now that I think about it quite a few bsd characters fit into that 'not kind because they were born that way but because they chose to be'-#-archetype#hell yeah. That's kinda cool I like that#bsd analysis#Akutagawa#atsushi#akutagawa ryuunosuke#atsushi nakajima#sskk#shin soukoku#<- Not a ship post but adding this tag since I consider that their duo name too#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bungobble my post
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all evenings close like this
#PEARL - AQUAMARINE#spent longer figuring out the reflection than actually painting the damn thing. yes it's still shit. no i don't care#this is all i could think of for the past like day or two#oh my gooodddd i love box soooo much#imagine being dead for years and years and years and years and the world puppets your corpse around and calls it a man#never seeing you for the woman you are. just a dead man. until you're alive again#imagine. fucking imagine#anyway i'm also a one fan and afterlife shit also makes me crazy. come see my thoughts#inanimate insanity#hfjone#ii box#ii 18 spoilers#hfjone spoilers
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Can't believe Nickelodeon ate with a decent reboot AND a new sexyman on top of that
#Anxiety's been going hard but at least the energy I find myself gathering is going to the right places <333#Anyway aged up tumblr sexyman Poof was on the 2024 bingo card chat..#digital art#fanart#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents#fairly oddparents a new wish#fairly oddparents fanart#fop peri#Art Fight is dead to me all efforts doing to FOP fanart now#I'm still a slow tho SHAKING MYSELF TO HURRY THE HELL UP#Two weeks fixation on him and only 2 and a half doodles wagh
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Yeehaw Byler 🪑
my piece for @bylerbigbang w/ @willelworld
#cowboy byler is so dear to me#read cj's amazing fic it's so good i'm gonna cry. and all her other fics as well they are sooo incredible#byler big bang#byler big bang 2024#this took me 27 hours and 3 all nighters oof I sleep forever now#byler#Art#my art#if you know what horse this is you're a real one and I love you#red dead redemption au#stranger things#Mike wheeler#will Byers#byler art#stranger things fanart#cowboy au#stranger things day#listen..... i know two grown people cant realisticly fit into one saddle but they have tiny hips and i dont care so don't talk to me
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when your captain just defeated an alien entity with the power of friendship and everyone around you is laughing but you're vulcan :/
#spock: best i can do is 'unblinking stare'#jim later: you did great sweetie i'm proud of you#spock: ......... |: ........ c:#relatable#SIDE NOTE UM JIM KIRK IS A BEAUTIFUL GLOWING BEAM OF LIGHT AND I'M DEAD#alt caption: the two genders#shitposting#star trek#spock#star trek the original series#star trek tos#tos#captain kirk#day of the dove#s3e7#memes#james t kirk#jim kirk
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AND HE DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT MONTY BY THEN?
#dead boy detectives#dbda#this post was brought to you by me finishing transciptions for episode one#i keep noticing parallels#i'm sure other people have caught them before#charles rowland#monty the crow#monty finch#jayden revri#joshua colley#dbdagifs#mygifs#also i did not reuse the last one since i lost the psd file and wanted the text to match the other ones#so i tried to sort of recreate it#but you can see how my style has changed a little bit even in the last two weeks#dbdamulti#dbda101#dbda106
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Enter the Crow King, merry wanderer of the night.
He's a little charmer, even when your best mate has captured and jailed one of his crows! He wants you to stick around for a bit longer, though...
@i-am-as-normal-as-you-are commissioned this one, of course! You guys have been waiting for Monty for so long that I feel like I would never have gotten around to drawing him without some help lol
(@m0scorner I stole your gloves. They're just perfect)
Bonus dreamling, because you know the Crow King is stealing that aesthetic:
#dbda#dead boy detectives#payneland#reverse verse#monty the crow#the crow king#niko is not having a good time people#rv!charles has issues with her specifically#i know i'm one of the two people responsible for it#but i am obsessed with her and charles' dynamic#also edwin here is awestruck#i don't think he has processed what just happened just yet#but yes he is already wearing the anklet that prevents him from leaving#also it's been a while i missed drawing dreamling#monty honey you smile so much that it's a bit disturbing#and yeah that was a shakespeare reference#i don't know why the crow king gives me oberon vibes#but also i guess... just puck
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RDR2 Meme Pack • Josiah Trelawny 🎩
#rdr2#josiah trelawny#trelawny#rdr2 meme pack#red dead#red dead redemption 2#rdr2 meme#rdr2 screenshots#rdr2 photography#red dead redemption ii#red dead redemption#red dead redemption two#rdr2 fandom#rdr2 community#memes#funny memes#funny stuff#twitter meme#I'm back with more trouble
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Palmer and Altairus
#i'm coming up with a little self-indulgent story :3#Where this woman‚ Palmer‚ was brought to the Land Of The Dead by mistake after a relative's passing#Death's Assistant rescued her from losing contact with her dimension by bringing her to the Limbo‚ an intermediary between the two worlds#Her main goal was to return home‚ until local conflicts and unexpected meetings with previously assumed imaginary friends#led her to question the real reason to be there ---#It feels right to create stories for these characters :o#and not just leave them hanging in an empty blank space (which is a constant pattern in most backgrounds of my art)#there are also other characters that show up but I haven't thought of their role yet#and I really like this idea of simplistic designs changing over time (10+ bonus points if it follows character development)#while really complex ones usually remain the same#so ig there's more to come??? unless I come up with yet ANOTHER self-indulgent story lmao#sbahdabwhdbahdhwqbadnwanwsm#starbsart
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seeing things
#thinking about how ragnvaldr lost a partner and a child...and gets other two. inch resting. i'm sure he has no mental illness about it all#fear and hunger#funger#ragnvaldr#the girl#enki#no idea how to tw this#tw blood#comic#digital art#fanart#rabisco#escape au#enkivaldr#via “i think of you as my dead wife”
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listen obviously Edwin's sigh of realisation as he's hugging Charles back murders me but also i haven't seen anyone talking about Charles' happy little sigh as he goes in for that hug and i need to know that i'm not the only person who got fully decked in the face by both of those damn sighs
#am i crazy? Charles definitely lets out a little sigh right??#please someone anyone tell me i'm not alone here#dead boy detectives#edwin payne#charles rowland#dbda#dead boy detective agency#payneland#save dead boy detectives#save dbda#edwin's sigh of realisation#charles' sigh of coming home#fuck the way he clings to edwin i cannot fucking deal#also the damn music is fucking perfect i love it it makes me want to tear myself apart#the case of the two dead dragons
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the fact that charles was so gentle and sincere with his answer to edwin's confession is something I could never forget... because that's what love is about, right?
love is in the way charles could never hurt edwin on purpose, is in the way he protects him, in the way he knows when edwin needs to be seen; love is in the choice of every one of his words, in the way he knows that being honest is the only right answer.
there's still forever waiting for them, there's still forever waiting for charles to figure it out, to discover if he loves edwin in a romantic way too, and it doesn't matter if is not romantic in the end, because that it's just a side of the love they share.
i think is so important not to overlook something like that, not to let that pending romance overshadow the fact that they already love each other in every other way.
because in the end, we are talking about two boys that have experienced excruciating pain, that have seen horrifying things during all their existences, and in spite of it, or maybe because of it, are capable of loving each other in a way that's so pure and strong and relentless...
reducing the importance of it to a reciprocated romantic love seems so simplistic and inconsiderate to me.
#I swear they are making me cry if i stop to think about their bond for two long#so i may stop for my own sake#believe me i want for them to be a couple too. i just don't think it is gonna make their love more important that it alresdy is#you cannot compare any other relationship with the way they love each other#i'm just saying#dead boy detectives#payneland#paineland#paynland#edwin payne#charles rowland#dbd#liv rambles#painland#edwin paine#dead boy detective agency#edwin x charles
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Winter has me craving Red Dead. Missed my man :(
#art#fanart#rdr2#red dead redemption#red dead redemption two#rdr2 arthur#arthur morgan#after nearly a year of not drawing him i'm back at it#enapyen
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I hadn't realised how dear this one was to me until we lost it in the tournament... but I think it's because the moment mirrors this one from ep1 but now Edwin's eyes linger on the touch, because so much has changed.. idk it just hit me today that there is so much in that small gesture...
#I'm rambling ignore me#I'm just feeling very normal about two ghost boys and how their ritualistic touch changes over the course of six episodes#dbda#dead boy detectives#payneland#my post#my gifs
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